"i was walking in the rain so no one see me crying"
-Sir Charlie Chaplin
Charlie Chaplin was known for being the funniest man in the world, where people doesn’t know that he doesn’t have any problem regarding with the issues that he encountering in his entire life…. when i read about that quote in my inbox, i felt sad about it, cause why he do that kind of stuff… why he can’t express what he feels in private? why he do it under the pouring rain?
I get confuse on it, i don’t know why, why am i putting up myself on that kind of situation, maybe because im scared to cry, or maybe im a little bit confuse on what kind of effect on it afterwards…. (eye bags, watery eyes, or maybe red eye) what if, if i try to cry under the rain??? Maybe it is a little bit effective to hide on public that i’ve cried, right??? at least many people see me bathing under it but they doesn’t know that i’m already crying…. haha!!!!
I wished before, when im in my elementary grade that "sana di na ginawang umiyak ni god ang mga tao, para wala kang nakikitang nasasaktan" (i wish that god didnt create the people cry, so that you cant see them that they are grieving for something or what) Cause im a cry baby before, but now i trained myself not to cry on, even if our topic goes with my family… but sometimes i cant resist not to cry, i wish that its raining outside and invite my friends to come out and feel the droplets of water flowing down your face, sobbing but still keep smiling.
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